|Posted by Mac Mani on March 14, 2012 at 6:00 PM|
I don't know why I feel the way I do, but I am angry. Angry at the world, angry at anyone who questions me and angry at myself and what I have become. By all means I am on track when it comes to succeeding at life but I feel a lingering sense of discontent. There is no explanation for this interpersonal conundrum. I am overwhelmed with anxiety, stress and depression. I am also constantly worried about the future. I think of moving to a different country and starting all over very often, but as nice as that sounds, I will most likely never execute that idea. Another thing that frequently crosses my mind is marrying the mother of my child. This is something that could happen in the not to distant future but isn't by any means inevitable. As I write this I am sitting in my girlfriends bathroom contemplating my life on a laptop so I will digress. Writing is my one and only outlet. Creating something that might possibly enrich someone elses life brings me much joy. PEACE.